Hay mum just thinking about you tonight and now know for sure you were the anchor that kept your family together. I have never felt as alone than I do tonight and I would never have thought that I would be made to feel so disconnected. It's hard when all Rhona and I have are each other especially this time of year when Jill and Irene have their kids and grandchildren. We always thought we would be made to feel part of it all but it just isn't the case. Sad how we feel no longer needed and one day we won't have each other either and now realise what the future will hold. Growing old is a painful business mum and now I know how difficult it must have been for you when you were on your own. I'm sorry for the times we left you alone, I hope you forgave me for those times. I will always love you. Xx